Being able to think again.

My creativity is back! I want to make pictures, drawings and poems again! I feel like me again! Hihi I can't be happier.
Hmm today was actually a boring day. But to me it was very nice. My first 4 lessons where cancelled. Because my teacher was sick, but nobody told our class so everybody was at school for nothing. And going home seemed useless to me, so I sat down in the cafetaria. And at first I thought of some lines of poetry. And then I watched Into the wild again.. With David. He did not know the movie yet. So it was fun to see again. Then I went home, the sun shining and the subway fully filled with people.. Singing some songs that came into my head...

Bizzy week

Well, a lot to tell actually. Let's start with yesterday, it was an awesome day! Rick, the grumpy teacher was in a good mood, I even laughed with him.. And I made a little joke.. He is tall but just a bit taller than I am, so I said, you're small! He looked at me and said, well how tall are you then? So I told him, I'm 1.78.. Oh well.. I'm taller.. Ok haha but you still look small... But okay, we had studio lesson this time, and it was so awesome! I have some pictures of it, Sabine and Eline where in my group. We could use 3 lights. First the softbox, I knew that one, because I have one at home. Then we worked with a sort of flash and then a good mood light of some sort. I liked the ringflash the most! It's so awesome! But! then we had doca lessons, we could develop our pictures there, it was so dark! And at first my roll was not good on the other thing, so I had to do it in the dark and by hands.. Then we hang our rolls to dry and tomorrow we will make a contact sheet. But in the doca I had no service for my mobile, while I had to train my kids at 5. But at half past 4 we where deffinitely not ready yet, so I texted my team and another coach. That I could not make it and if he could train my kids. He could but he said I don't have the key to the building, I had the key.. Normally he trains his kids at 6 o' clock, after me. So I told him I would leave school at half past 6 so I would be round 6 at the building, with the key. I was there a bit more early and gave him the key, then I took the metro home because I had my babysit evening again. haha That was funny too. Because Clarence, the father opened the door and Naomi, the kid came to me and she wrepped her arms around my leggs. So I said what's wrong? Nothing, she just missed you! haha so cute!

A day off.

Today I woke up at 11 and put my lovely macbook on, so I could stay in bed. I had put on facebook I wanted to shoot with my analoge camera. And Laurens had put a response to that text. He wanted to join me. So we did, we went to Hitland and made some pictures there, haha there where sheeps and we wanted to make pictures of them. But my analoge camera had no zoom lens. So we sneaked closer, until they saw us and ran away hahaha. There tails where so funny from behind haha. I have a picture of it, I hope. Tomorrow I will develop my pictures in the doca! So exiting! So tomorrow you'll hear more of it.
Tonight we'll have a ladiesnight at Joelle's home! Finally a night of rest and fun!
Oh and a few days ago I made pictures of myself, I'll show them..

Today was fun.

Yesterday I had some problems with a school project, but I found a picture and used it. And the reactions where great! We talked about pretty and ugly pictures. And we had to explain why we thought it was ugly or pretty. Some where obvious and others where explainable.
Yesterday I also watched the movie, into the wild. Don't know what it is with me and true story movies. It always get's me, I see them and it makes me think about my own life. Is the life I'm living now, the life I want to live for the rest of my life? The movie was about a boy who graduated and ran away from home, seeking for his own freedom and truths. He burned al his money and went his own way. He met other people, lurned from them. But most of all, he did what he wanted to do. Living in the desert, hunting to get food. Enjoy the beauty of nature. And live of it and in it. The buttomline of the movie was, to love what you posses in life. Even if it's common in your life. I really try to live that way, to love every thing what happens. To enjoy what you already have, and to live like you want to live. Maybe sometimes I do that to much, by not doing homework because I want to spend time with my friends. But now I have passed my exam I can say, I 'm glad I did spend that time with them. Because that's what I love to do. Ofcourse you sometimes have to do things you don't like. But I'll remember the good. And maybe one day, I will make my own into the wild trip. To really seek for my own truth.
When I saw this movie, I pictured myself with a into the wild person, on a trip around the world. Living like he did. And me making pictures of everything he does, to really get the feeling in a picture. Maybe it's just a silly dream of me, but I really like to do that someday.

Being the adult.

Today was kind of awesome! We had to draw today, and the teacher said I was very good. She even send classmates to look at my work. haha. So if photography won't work, I can do something with drawing.. Then we had a lesson about different camera lenses, so we could see how it changes the image. Very cool, but when you do it, it's obvious. And now you know what really happens. Then I went home, but because I was lazy last weekend, and had other plans. I had to deliver my leaflets today. After school and before my training. It's not much work but I never want to do it. But hey, money..! Then I went to my kids, this time there where 8! And it was fun, afterwards they asked me how old I was, they thought 20.. When the games start.. And more. Well it's so nice to see how they play, how they enjoy playing the game. They all want to learn it and do there best to get better. So for me it's fun to be the coach. I hope I can put a picture of my team on this blog someday! hihi then you'll see my kids!
And about my macbook, ofcourse I'm on it now, and I really love it. My own little privacy place, my own computer and no waiting time to get on msn or facebook.. haha