Dinner and sangria.

This weekend was awesome. Saturday I coached my brothers team, we where there at 6 but because the other team wasn't ready yet we started at 7! Unbelievable. But his team is really nice, they all listened when I said something. They where with 7 and I pointed out 5 players who would start the game. The first two parts where quite good, but the referee gave us so much downsides. That I had to change the players in the field so I could change them back later on. But the people who had to write down the points where sometimes wrong so I wrote down the points too. But because they wrote some false points down, I could not prove they where wrong. I can't believe why someone would cheat, when they where on the winning side. But that's me. I don't play to win, I play for the fun. Because my team fought. They played together and they where just disappointed about the referee. Which I understand. It just was a game we where meant to loose. But! later on in the evening I planned a movie night with a friend of mine. We drove by with the car after the game but then I could nog get home so I watched his house when we passed by. And jumped on my bike to get to it. Music made me go fast and when I got there I jumped on him and gave him a big hugg. I like giving hugs. Then we watched The Shining and after that the planet of the apes. Don't know what it is though. But boys always poke me! What is that! hahaha. Of course I poke them back. But still they always do that, Even when I barely know them!
Ok today my parents planned a dinner, because tomorrow they will be married for 19 years! We ate at Popocatepetl in Rotterdam. Lovely place, lovely food! My belly is all stuffed with food and the dessert was the last thing I could put in there hahaha.

A week ago

Wow, didn't know I had written so little this week! Last time was sunday! Sorry guys. Well school was ok this week, some teachers where sick this week so less time to be at school. Oh monday really sucked. My class started half past 1 but because the teacher was busy with the other class we had to wait for another half an hour. But when my class came back again, she still needed another half an hour. Then it was our time to do presentations, but my class has 15 students. And because we started an hour later we had to rush a little, but the teacher was already grumpy so when it turned half past 4 she wanted to eat. But I didn't have pocket money so I had nothing to eat. Then it turned 5 o' clock and suddenly the teacher became all mad and said:' I don't want to teach any more today so go away!'. So there I was, sitting there without having any food in my stomach. So I became a bit cranky too. Unbelievable right?! How can teachers be so.. unreliable. It really made me think about the school I'm at and if I really belong here. Soon I will visit the other art academics. HKU and KABK are on my list. And maybe I will change of school. But that's a matter I will discuss later. Tomorrow I will coach my brothers team, let's see what that will bring. haha. And after that I have a halloween party. A lot to do!

Where to start..

So many things happened.. At first my parents where angry at me because I didn't told them at what time I would be home, and I got home at 2. Then I had some talks with my dad, and my mom as well. It's not that I don't love them, it's that they have lived in a different situation. Now people of my age work till 12 in the night. So they have money and go to school. Times have changed. My parents only planned stuff in the weekends, but now people work late, and after that they want to sit a while. I have so called jobs. I babysit once in a while, I am a coach of a basketball team now and I receive money for that and I deliver flyers to houses. It seems a lot, but It's ok. I don't always have to babysit, and my flyer work is done within one hour. But I do need money, so it al together is just fine to me. I like doing my jobs. Maybe a bit more than doing my homework for school. About school. I was a bit frustrated that my parents did not even ask me what I thought about school. But I said to myself, most of the time I'm talking. So it's usual they don't ask me much. And It's just my first year, so my teachers will have to know me more, and I will have to know them. It will all work out. I had so much fun last wednesday! I went to a classmate, because we planned a shoot for Floris van Bommel shoes. Don't know if you know them..? But they are so expensive! But well the teacher said we would have bonus points for having the real shoes, so my classmate Zef, went to the shop and asked if we could borrow the shoes for one day. We could! But of course we didn't tell the shop owner we where planning to jump with the shoes, or even wear them. But the result is awesome! Look:
These pictures are made by me and him! The picture with only the shoes is our contention picture and the other one is our lifestyle picture.

To my opinion it all worked out this time with the shoot, we worked hard to get what we wanted, but the result is awesome! Just how we pictured it in our minds! And trust me that almost never happens..
Then Friday, I trained my kids again, it was a nice training. We played a game and just had fun. A sport has to be fun, to my opinion. Then I rushed home because me, my dad, my brother and a friend of his started a game of RISK but we didn't finished it yet. So we played a bit when I got back. We still couldn't finish it because I went to Joelle and Jess with Inge. We went to a bar and had such a good time. Talked a LOT, and of course we laughed a lot too. hahaha. As always. I love my friends. We sort of agreed to a weekly talking session on friday night. To see each other and have fun. Good idea right?!
In the morning when I woke up I went to the train station, but when I got there I noticed my bankcard wasn't in my wallet! So I took the train home and searched for my bankcard. I found it but I was a bit irritated, because I slept a bit and my parents kept asking me those questions while I was looking for my lost card. Eventually I found it and took the train to Leiden Central. Here I called my friend, but he overslept himself so he had to hurry to pick me up. It took a while and he suddenly called me to say I could walk to his house. And so I did, but I thought I had never been to Leiden. So I walked the way he told me on the phone. And suddenly remembered I came here before! With school! haha So funny. And he actually lives in the neighborhood where the Lakenhal is! So funny haha. We played games and watched The Big Bang theory. hahaha So funny. Then we ate chinese food, he ordered it. And I had a good time. We can get along very well. And! he has a guitar. hahahaha always good! He even played a bit! (but not because I grabbed his guitar and demanded him to play....) hihi.
And today I woke up quite early actually and started to clean my room, because well.. When I wanted to get in bed I had to crawl and jump through stuff to get in. Then I realized I still had this blogg and I wanted to share some things. So here I am. But now I'm getting back to my room.. Otherwise I will never finish..

Take a little time..

This title is a line in the song of James Morisson- I won't let you go.
I really like this song, I always listen to the texts in songs..
Open up your heart, there's nothing I can't take... This is no time to be alone, I won't let you go...
It also reminds me of someone. I know I should let him go, so I can let in other people. But he is still special to me. I can't help it. So I think, why can't I see him? I won't do things I did before. I just need someone around me. He can offer that. So I won't let him go. haha. Also James has such a nice voice! So if you know a boy my age with his voice, please give him my email, telephone number and address! hahaha he can visit me any time! Wouldn't that be great haha.
Today was relaxed by the way, drawing art was not that good, but I managed. Then the lesson of Rick, but this time it was all okay, and we could leave earlier. Then my training. Well it was a bit messy. But everyone joined. Saturday we have a game again! Hopefully we win this one too!
And tomorrow I will go see Lucky Fonz with Inge! Awesome! hihi.

I'm a survivor..

Well heard a lot and seen a lot. But I seem to have found myself again! I want to make pictures again, and still really enjoy seeing friends. Last weekend I was at a birthday party and it was really nice, until I had to play another game. After playing 4 others.. And alone in bed I grabbed my macbook because there where some lines in my head I had to write down. After that there came more and here I had another poem again haha. Today was chill actually, first made some stupid dots, so I woke up early to finish them. Then I went to see a friend, we chatted and then I was on my way to school. The first lesson I was a bit late, because I left to late from my friends place! And on top of that, the subway had some delay.. And with my second class he said we could leave earlier! Nice, so here I am!

Here you see:

The feeling is gone,
but where is my head?
my body is walking,
there's something I said.

No one can tell me,
not even my thoughts,
was it or is he,
it's all in my heart.

My memories are leaking,
it's all just one mess,
it all seems to be,
that i'm in this stress.

Can anyone tell me,
where to begin,
was it or is he,
it's just not my thing.

Give love and let go,
it spooks through my mind,
body still missing,
and nowhere to find.

Does anyone know me?
this all seems unreal,
was it or is he,
it's something I feel.

I'm trapped in my head,
filled with desire,
give me my dreams,
and i'll take you higher.

I want you to know me,
it's all that I want,
was it or is he,
i know that I can't.

No one will know me,
it's all to complex,
please just forgive me,
I'm still not your ex.

Koln!

Yeah guys! I'm back. From a hell of a trip, and hell in the way like it was awesome and it felt like dying at the same time.. We saw so much museums that my head could not handle all the information and art. It almost exploded when I was looking at the 1001 painting. I felt it. Then I took my break and so did others. The first day, monday I woke up of the sound of my brother, he had school and said to me, while I was lying in bed, don't you have to be at school already?! My eyes where still tired from my sleep so I asked him well what time is it then?! It's 7.50. What?! Nooooo! Some angry language came out of my mouth and I asked him if he could ring the neighbors bell to ask if she could drive me there. He did and I ran downstairs with my heavy clothing bagg, my camera bagg and my other camera. She could and we drove to my school, I had to be at school at 8, but they would leave at half past 8. So I thought I could make that, we arrived at ten past 8. So I was very happy. We arrived at the hostel and I shared my room with Sabine, Tarona and Eline. 3 Wonderfull girls! We went to a Restaurant and it was very nice! After that we went to an Irish pub. Also much fun and a lot of talking. We decided to go to bed early so we went to the hostel around 12. But when we where in bed we talked till 4 so we had 3 hours left to sleep! The next day we visited 2 museums. It was nice, but I don't really remember the museums actually. What I do remember is what we all talked about. Serious stuff and funny stuff. The next evening we went to another restaurant and the food was great here also. We where with a large group and some did not wanted to sit next to each other, but it worked. After that again to the Irish pub, but this time it was a bit lame. We went home around 2 and again we talked at the hotel, this time not too long. We woke up at 7 again and where a bit lazy and tired. We saw 2 museums again.. Don't remember that eather. Then this night! The last night! We went to a sort of club, awesome music. Nice vibe. But we drank some stuff and suddenly someone said, shit the toilets aren't working. So well when people drink they have to use it, so we went to the karaoke bar and here the whole school danced and sang the song. It was really amazing haha, all those people, dancing and screaming. I love it! I think they have one in Rotterdam.. I'll search for it. I danced with some boys.. hihi. Cute ones. And then it was half past 2 again. The club closed and we went back to the hostel. Here we talked again and suddenly all fell asleep. We woke up again at 7 and packed our bags we had put them in the bus and everyone was already in the bus, everybody wanted to go home, but the planning was that we would visit 2 more museums, and one of them was in the open air! Everybody was grumpy. It rained also, so no one wanted to get off the bus. We arrived at the museum but had to walk to it, here we found out there was another way because they where rebuilding some stuff. We had to walk around it in the rain, nobody was happy.. I was, I started to jump around, sing songs and almost did the lift with a friend of mine. Some where happy because of me haha. That crazy kid jumping around while everybody looked like a grumpy old man. The museum wasn't interesting at all, and that made the moods even worse. The second museum was very big, and almost everybody stayed in the center. I saw everything, like Picasso, Salvador Dali, Gaugain, Mondriaan and more. I liked it there. I also bought 2 books of photography! They are so awesome, but also VERY heavy! Then we went back to the bus and drove home. Everybody was happy to see Rotterdam again.! Even me! The rotterdam-hater..

Nat haar, hakken en drank..

Well.. I'll explain my titel. This weekend began with friday night a little ladies night, at my place. Because my parents are away till monday night ! Inge and Zaza came to my home, we ate pizza and talked.. talked a LOT! haha well Most of the time I was talking... Sorry guys! It was very nice to see and speak to and with them again. We watched some movies and the time went by.. Then it was round one o' clock in the evening so Inge had to go, but Zaza stayed because she slept at my place. We watched one more movie and went upstairs, here we talked till 5 o' clock and fell a sleep. My eyes could not stay open any more! Then we woke up around 11 o' clock. Talked about our dreams and went downstairs to have breakfast. Zaza had singinglessons around 2 o'clock so she went home early. I was alone with my brother till half past 5 because then I had to coach my team! We lost.. Then I went home to change my clothes and to go to Lenny's birthday party! It was very hot there and I was so tired I did not even dance much! Around one Laura's dad picked us up and brought me home. Here I was to awake to go to bed so I had put on the movie Valentine's day. Stupid movie, I watched it till the end. And well the end was stupid. haha Today Consuela and Cheyenne are coming over! And tomorrow I'm on my way to Keulen! Oh Yeahhh!